I want this I want this and I want this

Aww man! I'm still in the mood of fooling around, wasting my dad's money and spending my entire life in front of my pc. I don't feel like working at all, but that's the only way to visit my darling at Aussie, and many gifts that surprise her too. I'm confused, I don't know what to do at all, which should i pick? Sales? Office Work? or erhh...... anyone can help me? I don't have the courage to step myself into the working world. Is there any short cut? Give me some hints, but not going back to the horrifying bakery and something that is legal please?

In order to fulfil all these imba dreams, i must get rid of my laziness. I've never touched any of those house work befores while i was in Sabah, so my 1st plan is to start from housework. LOL!!

These few days, i was trying to clean all the mess in my apartment while housemate and my sister had gone to work. As usual, home alone again. Some shit happens. I would laugh like mad whenever it suddenly pop up in my mind. I was pawned by a plastic bag. It is just a simple plastic bag, BUT with some egg shells and left food which was starting to rot. OMFG!! My sister did it again, she have forgotten to dump all those easy rotting rubbish away.

Now i know why my darling always ejek me lembik. While i was trying to wash the dishes, an aweful smell STROKE my nose. I quickly ran away from kitchen, then i hold my breath and rush back in and dump the plastic bag farer. I then continue my job.

I wonder if you all have noticed about this or not, when you are so desperate for something, you usually won't be able to get it. UNTIL u've already given it up, things that you were trying hard to get before this, will be everywhere surrounding you.

Weather here were so damn hot days before, was hoping for wind and rain at all time, but nothing happened. Until when i got back to my job--dish washing, wind started to blow, i felt cold, coz i was half naked. WOW, it was nice, and i was gonna start to sing. Within a second, i smelt something familiar. WHAT THE FUCK, the wind came into the kitchen with the aweful rotten food smell. I almost puked, kept on making the EOKKKK voice in the kitchen. Finally, i gave up my 1st starting job at home and ran back to my room with imba mood.

I complained this to my darling and she laughed at me T_T. But that's good for me, coz i love to see her laugh or smile, i always want her to be happy.

Forget about all these funny shits. Lets get back to the JOB. I'm gonna tell u about my NEW PLAN.

Hopefully it works this time. This weekend, I will go for shirt hunting. I forgot what people usually called that shirt as, so lets use my english again, IT'S THE FORMAL SHIRT. And i'm gonna get a printer too, for my resume, cv, bla bla bla.....

Then, i will make my calling starting from next monday. Aww.. susah my eyes, have to scan news papers for job vacancies again. I hope companies today need a handsomeboy, that will be easier for me XD. FULL OF SHIT!! (darling: WTF, mama give again?)

But before all these, hehehe... LET'S GO JAP FOOD HUNTING. I WANT TO WASTE MONEY FOR EXPENSIVE FOOD AGAIN. (hmm... why i used waste, it's because it is really a waste when good food come to me coz it won't make changes no matter how hard i try to become fat) I miss wasabi, i miss raw food, i miss, erh.. seaweeds? All these might be banned in July, so i have to rush and rush and rush before my resources are depleted. ANYONE WHO LOVE ALL THESE soon-will-be-banned-food PLEASE CONTACT ME, my phone is 24/7!!

Darling please forgive me, hehe... i can't give them up, coz i really love to eat jap food.

OHHH YAA!! There's 2 more things i almost forgot. The 1st is, I hope that, aussie can always have discounts for everything. Darling is suffering now T_T, she doesn't have much pocket money per month and she needs alot of chocolates. She is hoping to get fatter at all time, PLEASE GIVE HER DISCOUNTS. And the 2nd is, i hope steph ma will not be an accountant when she deals with her daughter's problem. GIVE HER MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Aww... maybe 3? hehe.. I hope i can get a job as soon as possible. There's really so many things waiting for me to pay for my darling now. hehe..